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airgeargaigarWell, I didn't see that coming. I took a big fall and ... ended up in some kind of translucent blue sphere. Apparently Mach Caliber says it did it... something about automated defensive spell casting...?
Man, when I got here, i thought I was like... a normal person, but then this and that keeps happening, like... first my roller blades start talking, and then I remember I'm a cyborg, and now apparently my shoes claim to have "Velkan magic," and I still don't know if I have any other cyborg powers than strength, and ...
... I just keep wondering ,"What's next!?!" Like, next thing I know I'm going to find out I can fly, or have laser eyes, or have a built in coffee maker (i don't even like coffee), or my hands can shoot off and rocket through things and then fly back and reattach or ... I don't know. Other weird stuff. I don't like not knowing what I might end up doing on accident.
Besides that, I'm really self conscious about my strength lately. Like... I'm constantly focusing on not accidentally breaking things. I didn't even accidentally break anything before I knew about my strength, but now I just keep fixating on it!
... all in all, I'm actually really nervous about this whole 'boxing club' thing. I want to practice fist fighting... ... because I arrived with this gauntlet. I figure I must have done it before. I don't know how I feel about that, but I just want to see if maybe trying it out will spark some memories. All in all though, I'm afraid of hurting people if I spar with them... my body's not normal, what if I just do it accidentally? I have no idea what I could surprise myself and everyone else with if I started sparring...
Man, when I got here, i thought I was like... a normal person, but then this and that keeps happening, like... first my roller blades start talking, and then I remember I'm a cyborg, and now apparently my shoes claim to have "Velkan magic," and I still don't know if I have any other cyborg powers than strength, and ...
... I just keep wondering ,"What's next!?!" Like, next thing I know I'm going to find out I can fly, or have laser eyes, or have a built in coffee maker (i don't even like coffee), or my hands can shoot off and rocket through things and then fly back and reattach or ... I don't know. Other weird stuff. I don't like not knowing what I might end up doing on accident.
Besides that, I'm really self conscious about my strength lately. Like... I'm constantly focusing on not accidentally breaking things. I didn't even accidentally break anything before I knew about my strength, but now I just keep fixating on it!
... all in all, I'm actually really nervous about this whole 'boxing club' thing. I want to practice fist fighting... ... because I arrived with this gauntlet. I figure I must have done it before. I don't know how I feel about that, but I just want to see if maybe trying it out will spark some memories. All in all though, I'm afraid of hurting people if I spar with them... my body's not normal, what if I just do it accidentally? I have no idea what I could surprise myself and everyone else with if I started sparring...
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Date: 2008-06-14 05:39 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2008-06-14 03:30 pm (UTC)I'll remember what you said though!