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[airgeargaigar]

Well, I didn't see that coming.  I took a big fall and ... ended up in some kind of translucent blue sphere.  Apparently Mach Caliber says it did it... something about automated defensive spell casting...?

Man, when I got here, i thought I was like... a normal person, but then this and that keeps happening, like... first my roller blades start talking, and then I remember I'm a cyborg, and now apparently my shoes claim to have "Velkan magic," and I still don't know if I have any other cyborg powers than strength, and ...

... I just keep wondering ,"What's next!?!"  Like, next thing I know I'm going to find out I can fly, or have laser eyes, or have a built in coffee maker (i don't even like coffee), or my hands can shoot off and rocket through things and then fly back and reattach or ... I don't know.  Other weird stuff.  I don't like not knowing what I might end up doing on accident.

Besides that, I'm really self conscious about my strength lately.  Like... I'm constantly focusing on not accidentally breaking things.  I didn't even accidentally break anything before I knew about my strength, but now I just keep fixating on it!

... all in all, I'm actually really nervous about this whole 'boxing club' thing.  I want to practice fist fighting... ... because I arrived with this gauntlet.  I figure I must have done it before.  I don't know how I feel about that, but I just want to see if maybe trying it out will spark some memories.  All in all though, I'm afraid of hurting people if I spar with them... my body's not normal, what if I just do it accidentally?  I have no idea what I could surprise myself and everyone else with if I started sparring...

Comments

[agent-fumoffu.livejournal.com]

If you'd like, I could spar with you, as practice. I'm a trained soldier, so there shouldn't be any problem if you underestimate your strength.

[airgeargaigar.livejournal.com]

I'd appreciate that, thanks~

[agent-fumoffu.livejournal.com]

[[Sparring match will be glossed over here. We talked over AIM and decided that Subaru would win due to cyborg badassery, but Sousuke wouldn't be terribly hurt because he is Sousuke. Basically how the first round of Sousuke VS Tsubaki goes in Fumoffu.]]

*gets up*

Well, you're definitely stronger than a normal human. If you stay at that level, it shouldn't be a problem, but if you can fight harder then you might be in danger of injuring someone.

[airgeargaigar.livejournal.com]

You're pretty good yourself~ I'll ...I'll be sure to keep holding back... *scratches the back of her head*

[agent-fumoffu.livejournal.com]

On the other hand, there are a lot of people here who are much stronger than normal humans. If you're sparring against one of them, you could probably go all out without putting their life in danger.

[airgeargaigar.livejournal.com]

Well, maybe I can, but it's hard for me to not hold back when I don't know what I can do...

I'll remember what you said though!

[nanotech-angel.livejournal.com]

You have no desire to hurt people. Perhaps if you stay focused on that, it will keep your abilities in check.

[airgeargaigar.livejournal.com]

Yeah, I hope so.