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[airgeargaigar]

((OoC: Subaru's power is mind reading.  She will read surface thoughts of characters involuntarily if they are within 20' of her.  Line of sight is required to identify who the source of the thought is.  If characters speak with her in person rather than in the journals, please include their thoughts during the duration of the event.  If you would like to have Subaru pick up random thoughts for the hell of it, go right ahead.  She is presently in the woods avoiding people.))

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I had a pretty bad morning.  When I woke up, it was so noisy.  It was like being in a crowd, but there was no one around but Erk, and he was asleep.

I panicked.  It wasn't even until I got out to the woods, and it was finally quiet, that I realized it was more like everyone was sending me messages with telepathy, and I couldn't block it out.  What's going on?

I feel a lot better here by myself... at least I've calmed down...



The other day, I was, well, indirectly, talking about Heather.  I still miss her, and right now thinking about her when I'm... um, a little upset and unsettled I guess? ... it brings back some sting and ... makes me realize it is kinda lonely out here in the woods, but, when I was talking about her, I was smiling the entire time.  A real smile, too.

I can't just stay here.  I rushed out without a thing I would need to do that.  I don't even own a sleeping bag.  What am I gonna do...?
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I had a really weird dream last night.  There was like... a moving statue.  I guess it was a golem?  But it was a mint chocolate chip ice cream golem, but it was kinda shaped like... umm... and I ended up licking it, and at some point, it became strawberry or something and started chasing around Erk.  Do dreams really have meanings?  I don't know... what would a dream like that mean anyway?

... whatever.  I'm calling in sick today.  I need some time to straighten out... something on my mind.

Comments

[frumpyface.livejournal.com]

Subaru. If there's anything I can do to help... well, by now, you should know the answer to that. I've experience in having to camp outdoors, so if you'd prefer to stay away from the apartments for now, I can try to help.

[airgeargaigar.livejournal.com]

Thanks... but... I can't stay out here. It would just be running away from things.

[frumpyface.livejournal.com]

If you insist. Should I come out and find you?

I, ah. I admit I was a bit worried when you weren't around this morning.

[airgeargaigar.livejournal.com]

I'm sorry I made you worry.

Uh... well, it would be easier if I went some place where you could find me, right?

[frumpyface.livejournal.com]

Fair point. I suppose I didn't think that through. Where should I meet you?

[airgeargaigar.livejournal.com]

Is the beach okay?

[frumpyface.livejournal.com]

A bit strange, but sure. I'll be there momentarily.

[Timeskip!]

Subaru. Are you alright?

Well, she's not broken down, at least. Not too worse for wear. Hmm... how can I help.

[airgeargaigar.livejournal.com]

Should I warn him I know what he's thinking? ... maybe not... maybe it would just make him uncomfortable...

Yeah, I'm fine. Just wanted to get out of the town, that's all.

The sea sure is peaceful

[frumpyface.livejournal.com]

She likes it out here by the water, or at least this is the second time I know of. Useful to know.

I can understand that. Although I must admit, I don't recall ever coming to the beach to get away. Perhaps I should change that.

1/3

[airgeargaigar.livejournal.com]

Huh, do I? I guess I do...

[airgeargaigar.livejournal.com]

Oh, wait, did I just say that? Umm... just play it normal.

[airgeargaigar.livejournal.com]

It's nice, yeah...

[great-cleavage.livejournal.com]

*Was exploring the woods*

Huh? What's she doing out here all alone like that?

Uh, hey, are you OK?

[airgeargaigar.livejournal.com]

Huh? Yeah, I'm fine... Don't worry about me.

[great-cleavage.livejournal.com]

You don't look fine to me.

You're not lost or anything?

[airgeargaigar.livejournal.com]

I'm fine, really, I just wanted to get away for a while. I know how to get back to town.

Thanks for the concern though.

[alice-of-hell.livejournal.com]

*is currently completely invisible*

Huh? Subaru doesn't sound ok. I guess I should cheer her up a little.

Is there something wrong?

Stupid question. Of course there is something wrong.

[airgeargaigar.livejournal.com]

Huh? ... Kurai? Where are you?

[alice-of-hell.livejournal.com]

I'm right over here! *waves*

Oh, crap! I forgot that she can't see me.

*shows up right next to Subaru* Sorry.

[airgeargaigar.livejournal.com]

Wh-woah. I didn't know you do that.

[alice-of-hell.livejournal.com]

I didn't either. Cool, right?

[airgeargaigar.livejournal.com]

Yeah.

... did you just learn how to do that?

[alice-of-hell.livejournal.com]

Yup. It was a little strange to not see myself at first, but I'm used to it.

[airgeargaigar.livejournal.com]

Huh.

So maybe I won't be stuck like this.

You haven't been here long, right, Kurai?

[alice-of-hell.livejournal.com]

No, I haven't.

Did my answer sound stupid or something?