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[airgeargaigar]

((OoC: Subaru's power is mind reading.  She will read surface thoughts of characters involuntarily if they are within 20' of her.  Line of sight is required to identify who the source of the thought is.  If characters speak with her in person rather than in the journals, please include their thoughts during the duration of the event.  If you would like to have Subaru pick up random thoughts for the hell of it, go right ahead.  She is presently in the woods avoiding people.))

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I had a pretty bad morning.  When I woke up, it was so noisy.  It was like being in a crowd, but there was no one around but Erk, and he was asleep.

I panicked.  It wasn't even until I got out to the woods, and it was finally quiet, that I realized it was more like everyone was sending me messages with telepathy, and I couldn't block it out.  What's going on?

I feel a lot better here by myself... at least I've calmed down...



The other day, I was, well, indirectly, talking about Heather.  I still miss her, and right now thinking about her when I'm... um, a little upset and unsettled I guess? ... it brings back some sting and ... makes me realize it is kinda lonely out here in the woods, but, when I was talking about her, I was smiling the entire time.  A real smile, too.

I can't just stay here.  I rushed out without a thing I would need to do that.  I don't even own a sleeping bag.  What am I gonna do...?
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I had a really weird dream last night.  There was like... a moving statue.  I guess it was a golem?  But it was a mint chocolate chip ice cream golem, but it was kinda shaped like... umm... and I ended up licking it, and at some point, it became strawberry or something and started chasing around Erk.  Do dreams really have meanings?  I don't know... what would a dream like that mean anyway?

... whatever.  I'm calling in sick today.  I need some time to straighten out... something on my mind.

Comments

[alice-of-hell.livejournal.com]

I'm right over here! *waves*

Oh, crap! I forgot that she can't see me.

*shows up right next to Subaru* Sorry.

[airgeargaigar.livejournal.com]

Wh-woah. I didn't know you do that.

[alice-of-hell.livejournal.com]

I didn't either. Cool, right?

[airgeargaigar.livejournal.com]

Yeah.

... did you just learn how to do that?

[alice-of-hell.livejournal.com]

Yup. It was a little strange to not see myself at first, but I'm used to it.

[airgeargaigar.livejournal.com]

Huh.

So maybe I won't be stuck like this.

You haven't been here long, right, Kurai?

[alice-of-hell.livejournal.com]

No, I haven't.

Did my answer sound stupid or something?

[airgeargaigar.livejournal.com]

Umm... well... weird things happen around here sometimes.

Like, um, sorry because I don't mean to, but I can hear what you're thinking.

'nd no, it wasn't a dumb sounding. No one would know stuff like that without hearing about it, or experiencing it.

[alice-of-hell.livejournal.com]

You can hear what I'm.... Oh, no. I didn't think anything weird, did I?

1/2

[airgeargaigar.livejournal.com]

Huh? No! But it was kinda, um, noisy? When I was in town, so I came out here for some quiet...

[airgeargaigar.livejournal.com]

You know... it's... kinda cute when you're flustered.

[1/2]

[alice-of-hell.livejournal.com]

Really? So that's why you're here.

[alice-of-hell.livejournal.com]

What?

She thinks I'm cute?

That is ridiculous! I-I don't know what you're talking about!

[Gets even more flustered]

[airgeargaigar.livejournal.com]

Aww~

[alice-of-hell.livejournal.com]

Great. And now she's making fun of me.

Stop it.

[airgeargaigar.livejournal.com]

K-Kurai?

I'm sorry.

I wasn't making fun of you, really...

[alice-of-hell.livejournal.com]

You better not. *tries to be threatening and fails miserably*

[airgeargaigar.livejournal.com]

... i'm sorry...

[alice-of-hell.livejournal.com]

Stupid, stupid, stupid! She was already upset before! Way to make it worse!

No, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to snap at you like that.

[airgeargaigar.livejournal.com]

It's okay.

I'm alright, really.

[alice-of-hell.livejournal.com]

I'm not convinced, but....

If you say so.

[airgeargaigar.livejournal.com]

... I'm sorry you took it the wrong way, but I really did mean what I said earlier.

[alice-of-hell.livejournal.com]

*blushes bright red* O-ok.

[airgeargaigar.livejournal.com]

[alice-of-hell.livejournal.com]

What's that face for?

*inches away nervously*