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airgeargaigar) wrote2009-04-13 11:12 pm
airgeargaigar) wrote2009-04-13 11:12 pm
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Taiiigaaa, how are you? You should come see me~ I made brownies.
In fact, I made a lot of brownies, so if you want some, just come by knock. Oh, well, try and do it like maybe in the early evening? Not too late. I don't live alone, you know.
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... I'm feeling just a bit better than before even lately, but I'm not sure... am I feeling better, really? Or am I just getting more used to it...?
I want to say it doesn't matter, but when I think about it, the idea of being less lonely because you're more used to being lonely is sad.
In fact, I made a lot of brownies, so if you want some, just come by knock. Oh, well, try and do it like maybe in the early evening? Not too late. I don't live alone, you know.
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... I'm feeling just a bit better than before even lately, but I'm not sure... am I feeling better, really? Or am I just getting more used to it...?
I want to say it doesn't matter, but when I think about it, the idea of being less lonely because you're more used to being lonely is sad.
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[Erk is now wearing the fakest smile she ever has.]
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A variant of it, I guess. In retrospect, I just... I wonder if I preferred being alone because I was didn't know what it was like not to be lonely, if that makes sense. I didn't have any friends in the castle. The other students in the castle wouldn't talk to me unless forced. The healers... same thing, really.
[Erk takes the opportunity to take a bite out of one of her brownies.]
It's weird, isn't it. Maybe it was-
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