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Apr. 13th, 2009 11:12 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
Taiiigaaa, how are you? You should come see me~ I made brownies.
In fact, I made a lot of brownies, so if you want some, just come by knock. Oh, well, try and do it like maybe in the early evening? Not too late. I don't live alone, you know.
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... I'm feeling just a bit better than before even lately, but I'm not sure... am I feeling better, really? Or am I just getting more used to it...?
I want to say it doesn't matter, but when I think about it, the idea of being less lonely because you're more used to being lonely is sad.
In fact, I made a lot of brownies, so if you want some, just come by knock. Oh, well, try and do it like maybe in the early evening? Not too late. I don't live alone, you know.
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... I'm feeling just a bit better than before even lately, but I'm not sure... am I feeling better, really? Or am I just getting more used to it...?
I want to say it doesn't matter, but when I think about it, the idea of being less lonely because you're more used to being lonely is sad.
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Date: 2009-04-14 06:18 am (UTC)[She fidgets back and forth, a bit uncomfortable.]
What are brownies?
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Date: 2009-04-14 06:25 am (UTC)Right here, silly.
Um... what's difficult to tell? Is there something you wanna say to me?
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Date: 2009-04-14 06:39 am (UTC)[Erk is now wearing the fakest smile she ever has.]
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Date: 2009-04-14 06:47 am (UTC)A variant of it, I guess. In retrospect, I just... I wonder if I preferred being alone because I was didn't know what it was like not to be lonely, if that makes sense. I didn't have any friends in the castle. The other students in the castle wouldn't talk to me unless forced. The healers... same thing, really.
[Erk takes the opportunity to take a bite out of one of her brownies.]
It's weird, isn't it. Maybe it was-
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Date: 2009-04-14 06:29 am (UTC)carrying regrets, and I don't like it. I don't want to just get heavier and heavier. Is that what happens to people?
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Date: 2009-04-14 06:32 am (UTC)But at the same time, we're capable of becoming stronger so that that weight does not crush us.
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Date: 2009-04-14 06:54 am (UTC)If there's anyone I know that is capable of trying hard, it's you.
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Date: 2009-04-14 07:42 pm (UTC)how did you
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Date: 2009-04-14 07:33 pm (UTC)[Totally blasting through Subaru's door at top speed as soon as she hears the news]
Where are they?! I'm so hungry
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Date: 2009-04-14 08:15 pm (UTC)I'm glad you like them.
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