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[airgeargaigar]

*Subaru is standing on the roof, leaning against the guard rail, looking at the stars with red eyes*

*sniffle* ... Heather ... I kinda wonder what the others were like... maybe then I'd get it. Did I do something wrong? What do they have that I don't...? ... I felt so special...

I want to see Nanoha, and Ginga, and... Tia. I really wanna see Ginga and Tia right now... I want to go home.

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[for-the-queen.livejournal.com]

...I do not know if you desire company at the moment. I am here to offer it if you so wish.

[airgeargaigar.livejournal.com]

*she sniffles and looks away* I...

[airgeargaigar.livejournal.com]

*she begins to bawl into her sleeves*

[for-the-queen.livejournal.com]

I... My goodness, Subaru, I really don't know how to comfort you, I'm really not proficient with these situations, I can't, I don't...

*she forcefully clamps a lid on it and, silently kicking herself for not doing it sooner, lays a comforting hand on Subaru's shoulder*

[airgeargaigar.livejournal.com]

I... don't get it...

[for-the-queen.livejournal.com]

The blame lies not on your shoulders, Subaru. You have done nothing wrong.

[airgeargaigar.livejournal.com]

... then why did she...?

[for-the-queen.livejournal.com]

I cannot say. She did not mean to cause you pain, I know that much to be true.

[airgeargaigar.livejournal.com]

I... kinda wish I didn't know... about it at all...

... but that seems sad too...

[for-the-queen.livejournal.com]

Pain is an inescapable element of life. Yet so too is recovery. These wounds will heal in time, Subaru. I promise you that.

[airgeargaigar.livejournal.com]

I... even if that's true...

... I don't know what to do, Agrias. I feel so lost...

[for-the-queen.livejournal.com]

That is to be expected. But I...

I will always be here for you. You have my oath as a knight.

[airgeargaigar.livejournal.com]

... thank you...

[for-the-queen.livejournal.com]

Please take care of yourself.

[airgeargaigar.livejournal.com]

... I'll try.