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Jan. 19th, 2009 11:39 am[Private; hackable]
Nanoha's gone...
... I... sort of remember something. I was really young, and there was this big fire. I got separated from my sister at some point and... and... I was crying alone in a burning building...
... there was this tall statue of a woman there and... I guess maybe the stone was starting to crumble from the heat or something... I don't really know, but it started falling down towards me and... then everything goes blank. Maybe I lost consciousness? It couldn't have hit me though... there's no way I could've lived if it fell on me. Have I just not remembered yet? Or can I not remember? Maybe it's trauma...
... the next thing I remember is waking up in a hospital the next day. I was okay really, and... and so was my sister... and all I remember was that I knew I was saved by someone in the TSAB... Takamachi Nanoha.
... I don't know why, but something in me changed then. She became my hero... I wanted to be just like her...
... *sniffle* I shouldn't be sad... it's not like she's dead. Heroes never die... and she's gone home... where she can keep protecting people...
... I think I kind of understand how Agrias feels now, maybe. I mean, I don't remember anything I really need to be doing back home right now, but... are there people I should be protecting elsewhere? ... yes.... no...
... maybe?
... it's not like someone else probably isn't doing my job my for me. I do meaningful things here, don't I? ... I work at a school... isn't that good...?
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Everyone, thank you for the gifts. I'm sorry I don't sound more grateful right now, I am...
... I just have some stuff on my mind...
((2% on Takamachi Nanoha and the fire when she was a child; 3% remaining))
Nanoha's gone...
... I... sort of remember something. I was really young, and there was this big fire. I got separated from my sister at some point and... and... I was crying alone in a burning building...
... there was this tall statue of a woman there and... I guess maybe the stone was starting to crumble from the heat or something... I don't really know, but it started falling down towards me and... then everything goes blank. Maybe I lost consciousness? It couldn't have hit me though... there's no way I could've lived if it fell on me. Have I just not remembered yet? Or can I not remember? Maybe it's trauma...
... the next thing I remember is waking up in a hospital the next day. I was okay really, and... and so was my sister... and all I remember was that I knew I was saved by someone in the TSAB... Takamachi Nanoha.
... I don't know why, but something in me changed then. She became my hero... I wanted to be just like her...
... *sniffle* I shouldn't be sad... it's not like she's dead. Heroes never die... and she's gone home... where she can keep protecting people...
... I think I kind of understand how Agrias feels now, maybe. I mean, I don't remember anything I really need to be doing back home right now, but... are there people I should be protecting elsewhere? ... yes.... no...
... maybe?
... it's not like someone else probably isn't doing my job my for me. I do meaningful things here, don't I? ... I work at a school... isn't that good...?
[/Private]
Everyone, thank you for the gifts. I'm sorry I don't sound more grateful right now, I am...
... I just have some stuff on my mind...
((2% on Takamachi Nanoha and the fire when she was a child; 3% remaining))
