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[airgeargaigar]

((OoC note: This is forward dated to next Friday))

[Private;easily hackable]

... it's not even just Heather.  Sanaki's gone too?

Heather, Sanaki... Nanoha...

... it really is so unfair.  I ... hate it.  I won't accept this!  I don't want to accept this!  I... I...

I don't have a choice... do I?

I miss the people who leave here... I miss the people back home... What's the point?  Why are we here?  Why do we have to deal with this?  I just want to forget all about everyone I've lost.  Just take my memories away again already!

... but thinking about not remembering any of it again just seems even sadder.

I just know... I'm never going to see Heather again... but I wanna see Heather...

I wanna see Nanoha... I wanna see Ginga... I wanna see Teana...

... I'm... I'm sorry to anyone I might leave behind... but...

... I just want to go home already.

Comments

[epicdigger.livejournal.com]

Subaru...

Do I try to be like him? Have I come far enough yet, that I could even help?

[airgeargaigar.livejournal.com]

... Simon...?

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[epicdigger.livejournal.com]

Subaru, I...

[epicdigger.livejournal.com]

I know you're hurting, and I want to help you. But the truth is, nothing I can say will fix anything. I know that...

[epicdigger.livejournal.com]

But I also know that that's okay. Because...you're such a strong person that I think you'll realize on your own that you do have a choice.

People go...but you never have to accept defeat when there's still a chance at victory! Even if it's hard, and even if it takes a long time.

[epicdigger.livejournal.com]

So no matter how sad or discouraged you feel, I never want to see you giving up on yourself!

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[epicdigger.livejournal.com]

That's all...

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[airgeargaigar.livejournal.com]

*She made a noise that was somewhere halfway between laughing and sobbing*

Thank you, Simon.

... I know it's not the end of the world, but that doesn't make me any happier...

[epicdigger.livejournal.com]

Yeah...I know that. But if it's just being sad, then it kind of...wears off after a while, you know? And it'll be all right.

Just don't give up.

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*she nods*