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[airgeargaigar]

((OoC note: This is forward dated to next Friday))

[Private;easily hackable]

... it's not even just Heather.  Sanaki's gone too?

Heather, Sanaki... Nanoha...

... it really is so unfair.  I ... hate it.  I won't accept this!  I don't want to accept this!  I... I...

I don't have a choice... do I?

I miss the people who leave here... I miss the people back home... What's the point?  Why are we here?  Why do we have to deal with this?  I just want to forget all about everyone I've lost.  Just take my memories away again already!

... but thinking about not remembering any of it again just seems even sadder.

I just know... I'm never going to see Heather again... but I wanna see Heather...

I wanna see Nanoha... I wanna see Ginga... I wanna see Teana...

... I'm... I'm sorry to anyone I might leave behind... but...

... I just want to go home already.

Comments

[for-the-queen.livejournal.com]

If... If you need anything...

[airgeargaigar.livejournal.com]

Then I'll ask...

... s-sorry... I'm just in a daze.

[for-the-queen.livejournal.com]

Subaru, I cannot bring Heather back, but... Erk and I will be here for you. You have my word.

[airgeargaigar.livejournal.com]

... but it's like we can't be here forever.

... given that... I... don't want see anyone else go.

I want to go home. I don't want to leave you, but... I'm tired... tired of all the people I'm close to going poof... I don't think I can take it any more.

... I really... really wanna go home already.

[for-the-queen.livejournal.com]

I understand. But... I have faith that, no matter what the fates may decide, we will be reunited with the ones we've lost. If you desire it, you will see Heather again.

[airgeargaigar.livejournal.com]

If it really worked that way, I don't think she'd be gone in the first place.

[for-the-queen.livejournal.com]

Wherever she has been taken, I am certain Heather wishes to be with you as well. It is naught but magic and space keeping you apart, not the failure of your bond.

Forgive me, I speak overmuch. I cannot presume to dictate your feelings. But know this: no matter the course your heart leads you to take, whether you return home or not... we will ever be your friends.