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((OoC note: This is forward dated to next Friday))

[Private;easily hackable]

... it's not even just Heather.  Sanaki's gone too?

Heather, Sanaki... Nanoha...

... it really is so unfair.  I ... hate it.  I won't accept this!  I don't want to accept this!  I... I...

I don't have a choice... do I?

I miss the people who leave here... I miss the people back home... What's the point?  Why are we here?  Why do we have to deal with this?  I just want to forget all about everyone I've lost.  Just take my memories away again already!

... but thinking about not remembering any of it again just seems even sadder.

I just know... I'm never going to see Heather again... but I wanna see Heather...

I wanna see Nanoha... I wanna see Ginga... I wanna see Teana...

... I'm... I'm sorry to anyone I might leave behind... but...

... I just want to go home already.

Date: 2009-03-11 05:39 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] for-the-queen.livejournal.com
What!? Heather- She disappeared!?

I... I knew about Empress Sanaki, but Heather... Subaru, I'm so sorry...

Date: 2009-03-11 06:04 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] airgeargaigar.livejournal.com
... mm.

I'm sorry. I don't know what to say...

Date: 2009-03-11 06:16 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] for-the-queen.livejournal.com
If... If you need anything...

Date: 2009-03-11 06:20 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] airgeargaigar.livejournal.com
Then I'll ask...

... s-sorry... I'm just in a daze.

Date: 2009-03-11 06:24 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] for-the-queen.livejournal.com
Subaru, I cannot bring Heather back, but... Erk and I will be here for you. You have my word.

Date: 2009-03-11 06:29 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] airgeargaigar.livejournal.com
... but it's like we can't be here forever.

... given that... I... don't want see anyone else go.

I want to go home. I don't want to leave you, but... I'm tired... tired of all the people I'm close to going poof... I don't think I can take it any more.

... I really... really wanna go home already.

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Date: 2009-03-11 07:42 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] epicdigger.livejournal.com
Subaru...

Do I try to be like him? Have I come far enough yet, that I could even help?

1/?

Date: 2009-03-11 07:50 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] epicdigger.livejournal.com
Subaru, I...

Date: 2009-03-11 07:53 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] epicdigger.livejournal.com
I know you're hurting, and I want to help you. But the truth is, nothing I can say will fix anything. I know that...

Date: 2009-03-11 07:57 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] epicdigger.livejournal.com
But I also know that that's okay. Because...you're such a strong person that I think you'll realize on your own that you do have a choice.

People go...but you never have to accept defeat when there's still a chance at victory! Even if it's hard, and even if it takes a long time.

Date: 2009-03-11 07:59 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] epicdigger.livejournal.com
So no matter how sad or discouraged you feel, I never want to see you giving up on yourself!
Edited Date: 2009-03-11 08:00 pm (UTC)

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Date: 2009-03-11 08:27 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] airgeargaigar.livejournal.com
*She made a noise that was somewhere halfway between laughing and sobbing*

Thank you, Simon.

... I know it's not the end of the world, but that doesn't make me any happier...

Date: 2009-03-11 08:47 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] epicdigger.livejournal.com
Yeah...I know that. But if it's just being sad, then it kind of...wears off after a while, you know? And it'll be all right.

Just don't give up.

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Date: 2009-03-12 12:56 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] thunder-striker.livejournal.com
[Embraces her.]

I...I'm so sorry...

Date: 2009-03-12 01:00 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] airgeargaigar.livejournal.com
((Ah ha, the tables have turned. Are you sure you're ready to take Heather's place in every regard, Fate?))

*hug, sniffles* ... yo-you know how I feel right?

Date: 2009-03-12 01:08 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] thunder-striker.livejournal.com
...I...Everyone feels differently when they're hurt and sad. I would be lying if I said I knew exactly how you feel.

But I...I can relate. I can relate, Subaru, and I am so, so sorry.

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Date: 2009-03-12 12:11 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] death-the-dad.livejournal.com
Ah, so this is why you have not been at the school...

Date: 2009-03-12 12:54 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] death-the-dad.livejournal.com
No, no~ You had every right.

The children missed you, but! I tried to help a bit around the kitchen to compensate~

Date: 2009-03-12 01:00 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] airgeargaigar.livejournal.com
I'll... try to be back on Monday...

Date: 2009-03-12 01:02 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] death-the-dad.livejournal.com
No, no! Come back when you want to!

If anyone gives you a hard time about missing work, I'll give them a patented Direct-Noggin Shinigami CHOP!

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